International Faire

Pretty much exhausted and so annoyed by my mom.


Whap&Spanish

Cute Pics w/ Jessicup + Andrew

Diana's cock is bigger than mine's :(

Silly girls and her oversized rooster necklace! Mine's is smaller but way cuter, I mean size doesn't really matter as long as it functions! ;]


So Lately, things keep popping on in my life that I was just thinking about last week! It's really weird, I mean like I just wonder about blahblah and then it pops up in my Chemistry class?! I mean like wtf is this! Crazy stuff, it's like deja vu to le extreme!

Anyways my day got off to a horrible start:

Morning: Woke up after two hours of sleep at 7:30. I so did not want to go to school but I had to! My mom kept pestering me about waking up even after I woke up so I snapped at her. I mean, it was just so annoying. Then I rushed to school and was 15 minutes early so I just walked around by myself to clear my thoughts. Ugh, I didn't even get to wear my crazy street fashion ensemble! I'll just wear it on Friday, sorry Hannah :(

2nd period: Ramon came up to me and just plain out annoyed the shit out of me so I put him in his place. Bleh, I feel bad for bitching at him but being the weird blob of hair that he is, he came back to talk later as if nothing ever happened. We had an exceptionally short WHAP discussion!

3rd period: I have absolutely no idea what is happening in Spanish. I mean this is by far one of the most challenging chapters! And I have a damn test on the material on Friday, so later I definitely have to study. Person X isn't really attractive anymore. Stupidity is the downfall of pretty faces. Oh, I also heard that Tjinder was talking some shit about me, hmph i'll comfront his ass on Friday.

Break: Went to return Kristie's book and then got myself a greasy grilled queso sandwich. It's so disgusting but I had no breakfast so I had to eat! After that walked to class with Emily.

4th period: English was very interesting today because we had to play this debate game. My views were usually against more than half the class. But who cares, everyone is different :]

5th period: Journalism was really interesting but had a really slow start. Jessicup and I had the hardest time distributing the newspapers because we are just easily distracted and would prefer to take pictures on her camera! "So cute!" (German.) Other than that, today was a really nice day and Senor Wrestler looked so hot as usual! Oh and Andrew hugged me and said that he missed my absent butt! He's so cool, i'm definitely going to throw underwear at him when he performs! X_X

Lunch: Almuerzo en la clase de arte con Senora Rubay, Senorita Paulina, y Senorita Patricia.

6th period: New seats in Geometry, totally cool! Except for the fact that I sit behing the annoying Nicole. She's not going to college but probably will turn her deadbeat life around and become a pornstar, rofl.

7th period: Chemistry was totally confusing. I just hate that I transferred in at such a bad time! Ugh, now I need to step up my game.

So i'm really worried about tomorrow's International Faire. EEk.

Stressed as usual

Even though I stayed home from school and got to sleep in to 2pm, i'm still stressed. I'm currently working on my notecards for WHAP and have to review Chapter 23 afterwards. Then I have to do math homework and study the material, and definitely review my Spanish. I also have the additional pressure of English and the whole International fair.


I've also been thinking and have decided that it is about time I cut some people out of my life who just don't deserve to be there. By that, I mean people who just bore me and don't appreciate my kindness. People who are just filled with drama and lies, who we all know are going nowhere in life.

Zombie Days!

Today was really slow and even though I accumulated about 2 hours of sleep last night, I managed to stay up in all my classes and soak in information. And after school I went to the Track&Field core conditioning. It was not as hard as I expected just very strenuous and pushes your body's limits. Plus, there were some really cute and buff guys working out so that makes it ten times better.


Person X is a total waste of a pretty face, he was bragging about how he rolls and stuff like that. Really stupid and pretty pointless. People like that just make me want to vomit. So i'm basically over him. Oh, and his girlfriend is not very fortunate on looks.

Yeah, i'm totally being annoyed by some kid on Aim. I do not know why but i'm just really in a pissy mood.


Well i'm off to shower and then start on my homework. Yay, no sleep!

xoxo,



Chad w/ Jessica being "so cute" (German accent)

Finally done!

Started around 10pm-ish and just finished at 4:12am.

Three whole WHAP chapters, my right hand isn't even numb yet.

I'm one hardcore zombie. And now I must challenge myself with some Spanish because I have a quiz! It's actually sticking even at this time in the morning, but if you just read and took notes on South American Independence for 20 pages it would stick to!



School in 3 hours. :x


xoxo

Today I get to see Person X!<3

Children of the night

Us college-bound kids will never sleep as long as there are 60 pages of WHAP to cover or a Spanish quiz to study for. Boy, do I love to stay up and deprive myself from sleep to focus on school. I guess it's my fault in the end for procrastinating, thank the Gods of WHAP that I have Tiffany to accompany me.


All is fair in love and Whap. <3

You been Auf'ed Hawk

I'm shaved off my mohawk :x

PS. I hope Person X will notice my new hair :)

Paranoia

Last night, I stayed up talking with Marisa about life and all the things we have done in the past blahblah. Then we started to talk about old flames and stalker experiences. This was the result of my stupidity. So basically I was bored last night and decided to create a personal ad on Craigslist with my picture and all. HOW stupid was I? Thank the gods of WHAP that Marisa was there to talk me out of it because Craigslist is basically pedophile central. I was about to put my life in danger! Yikes :x. Isn't that really sad? A 15 year old that can't get a boyfriend has to go on Craigslist and search for one way older than himself. Totally desperate and gross, I know. Ugh, so i've totally realized my possible mistake!

Today and this coming week are definitely going to be very hectic. I have WHAP to finish, three chapters and about 70 notecards to be exact. Spanish to study for tommorrow's quiz. International fair that I have to worry about. Oh, and talking about the fair, i'm kind of annoyed at the fact that my group doesn't really want to use the board that I spent money on. Ugh, with those $3 I could've bought more chapstick no lie.

I also found Person X's Myspace page, there's barely nothing on it and the pictures that he does have can't be compared to how he looks in really life. *Sigh, he's really cute nonetheless. Well i'm off to eat Brunch, and i'll most likely update later. :)

Kleptomaniac

So basically today I accomplshed nothing! The library was boring and my group procrastinated our work but we managed to have time to visit 7-11, where I sneakily got myself a Teen Vogue. After that we returned and worked some more and then at 5:45 got picked up and headed out to Hometown Buffet. It was basically: Marisa, my mom, and I eating. There were these guys who kept hitting on my mom even though they were way older than here. They were nice just, not for her though. During dessert, Marisa challenged me to eat some weird concotion of cake mixed with random stuff and I did. I also challenged her and she took forever to swallow. Once wer were stuffed like pigs we headed out to Borders, where we browsed through Sex books and Fashion magazines. I also got Marisa an Ipod case, free of charge. I'm becoming really bad... I need to stop with this kleptomania! It's weird though because now i'm becoming really slick and it feels good to get away with it. However, the consequences are horrible and that's why I am no longer going to do it!

This past week I have grabbed: needle-point pens, chapstick, Teen Vogue, and an Ipod case. Yikes :/


PS. Thought about Person X all day. *sigh* Too bad he's straight :/

Oh.. And Person X has a girlfriend. I hate life.

Ice Age

Today was so disgusting, it was freezing cold and uncomfortably wet. I just think that San Jose is going through an Ice Age and that soon we will be snowed in. After that all the power will go out and we will all die. Haha, that's what the cold does to you! Anywho, today was a pretty good day as all days >_> But I managed to find out the name of my Spanish 2 hottie and boy can I not stop staring at him. Surprisingly Person X (i'll just refer to him as that for now), is not very popular with the girls. Everyone thinks he's ugly and a pervert and are baffled at what I see in him. I think he is super cute and has that whole 'bad boy' thing going on. He does not do his work in class, which is a big turn off but that is juxtaposed by the fact that he gets A's. I just love smart boys, though he might not be up to my level (not to sound vain or anything but he's taking basic classes). I also think that his face is very well structured and can not help but stare at him in Spanish. Ugh, he is just so handsome. This crush is probably going to last a week at most, I mean he is obviously straight and i'm not one of the people with the highest self-esteem to approach him... I mean I don't even get me! I can approach anybody as a friend but whenever it comes to someone I like, boy or girl; I just can't seem to stay social. Instead, I crawl into an abyss of awkwardness. I'm going to try to talk to Person X on Monday and we'll see from there. :/


PS. I'm really annoyed by a certain somebody who keeps falling for the same trap over and over again. I mean, I honestly offered my views and advised you on what not to do yet you chose to just fall into the trap again. I'm done watching, i'm going to step back and deal with your own mess this time.

Relieved!

Today was an alright day. Once again the crazy weather of San Jose does not cease to shock me, this time with rain. I actually thought that the weather would 'clear' up and be more sunny since the past weeks have been frosty, misty, cloudy, and gloomy. But i'm proven wrong! School wasn't so gloomy though! I went to my usual classes with the exception of my new Spanish 2 & Chemistry, which both include cute boys. So there's this boy in my Spanish 2 class is has this 'grunge meets pretty boy' thing going on and I do find him really cute but he's a slacker! That is such a turnoff so i'm not even going to go there! In my Chemistry class, there's this boy a row away from me who is actually cute though he is in dire need of ProActive. I can sense some 'gayness' from him but I'm not sure! He keeps looking at me though, so maybe I should say hi! In a weird sense, I am kind of happy with my new classes it's like a fresh start and another chance to make new friends! Speaking of friends, Jessica got moved out of Geometry! Yes, my favorite neighborhood alien is gone but today also came with good news! I got a B as my Final grade in Geometry! Thank the countless Gods of WHAP! I'm so happy because now i'm going to college. rofl.

Oh and here's a treat for all you ANTM fanatics:


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These are the new crop of girls for Cycle 10 and must I add that most of them are very quirky and high fashion! Sadly, ANTM is a curse for aspiring models due to Tyra's butchering of the whole concept of 'fashion' and letting ugly mushrooms win ala Saleisha, cycle 9. But who cares about Dora the Saleisha-Explorer now! I just want February 20th to come soon! I want to watch the new girls! UGHHHHHHHH :(

++ This season I actually have some favorites:

Stacy-Ann (3rd from left), Whitney (2nd from left), & 'Doughy Gemma Ward' aka Kimberly (6th from left).


PS. These aspiring models are all wearing clothes curesy of Dsquared. :)


Love,


Chad feat. Jessica (Journalism elves) <3

Schedule Change

So today was my first day back to school from a long weekend and I had the honors of finding out that my schedule was changed. Yup, the district basically cut my 7th period Spanish2 class because it was too small. Along, with the 19 other students in that class I got my schedule flipped around and I now have Spanish for 3rd period and Chemistry for 7th period. I was really bummed but the people in my new Chemistry class are actually cool and there are some really cute guys :) That's always a plus!

Hahaha, So I just got back from Target with a new Binder for the new semester and I actually am going to work hard to get straight A's. Yup, I believe I can do it!

R.I.P.

We should ban sleeping pills.

Chores & Homework

Don't those two just sound lovely together?



Edit: Lately, I have not found the time to read. I just love reading, it calms my mind from the stressful world and brings me into a fictious life where I can be anything. I just want time to be able to finish reading 'The Hot Zone,' 'It Happened to Nancy,' and hopefully start on 'The Demon in the Freezer.'

I can finally have peace

The weekend is over and i'm too lazy to write about my weekend in Los Angeles. Let's just say I got bit my a dog, ate a lot of pastries, showed my mom 2girls1cup, and gave attitude to my dad :/

Good Day

Finals are finally over and I can rejoice. My English&Math fials were okay, but i'm crossing my fingers that I did good in both subjects. I went to the mall straight after school and hung out with Cassie, Andrea, Chaela, and later Marisa. I got a lot of free stuff, if you know what I mean ;). I also bought some cute lavender Vans for $10.77 at the Vans store, pretty good deal huh? I also stuck the sticker on the back of my phone, it's so cute. So yeah my phone has been blanking out a bit when I dial numbers, another error? Must I have to send it back for a new one Y_Y? I also saw a bunch of tweeny boppers at the mall, as expected! It's just so annoying when you see a 10 year old Hype Beast. Straight up yuck. Cassie, Marisa, and I also watched Cloverfield which was pretty cool though the two uglies were complaining how the first person perspective made them dizzy. They just can't handle good cinemography . Any who, I am exhausted and have to pack for Los Angeles tommorrow and this time I actually don't want to go :(

Studying

Today is such a relaxing day and it's actually warm outside! Who would guess that? Ok so i'm still kind of bummed because of my whole Liquid+Sidekick incident but my phone is still working and that is what matters most. I just have become so attached to that chunk of plastic, that I have lost sense that it is just a chunk of plastic! I'm also still weirded out by the fact that I saw Mr. Tallman at the library yesterday, in skater attire. He's cool and all, but seeing teachers outside of school is definately not cool.

So at the moment I am studying Spanish2. I need to definately ace the quiz tommorrow if I am going to even have a chance of having an A in the class. I mean if I can ace the quiz tommorrow and raise my grade some (it's probably a 82-3% now) then I will actually have a chance to get an A- if I can score an almost perfect score on the final. I am also praying that Senora Holloway is counting class participation towards my grade because I always participate.


Ay. Yo estoy triste! :'(

ARGHH!

I did not accomplish anything today, I am currently working on finishing my homework and studying but I do know that tommorrw is purely a study day. I calculated my Math grade and I need to score perfect scores on my Finals. I'm so nervous. Ughh, I also deleted my Myspace and i'm not missing it at all.


I also spilled some Monster energy drink on my Skid today and it got all over the speaker, I quickly dried it with my shirt and it works perfectly fine but i am so irked about the fact that I was so careless.

FUCK it. :(

Saved by the Art teacher

Today was the epitomy of frantic. First off, I woke up semi-late and had to get ready in about ten mintutes. Second, I did not have a chance to eat breakfast and yesterday I had an early dinner. Third, I grabbed my atom project for school and to my dismay it was falling apart. So basically, I was working on my project for Chemistry yesterday which is suppose to represent a model of an element. I chose Arsenic, so that meant that I had to glue together about 70 pom-poms and make them hang inbetween spinning rings. Sound hard, right? Well it pretty was! So, I started working and then I realized that the Gorilla glue that I purchased would not keep the pom-poms together. So I had to use my hair gel. Yes, I used hair gel and it proved to be a fairly great adhesive or so it looked. With my gel, I bound together all the colored pom-poms and then set up my model and it actually looked great! I then proceeded and hung it from my coat rack, went to sleep and woke up. The model did not start to show weakness until I was in the car holding it. I totally freaked when the cotton balls started tearing from the base!

I have a late schedule, so that means I start at 2nd period when everyone else starts at 1st. My chemistry class is 3rd period, so you must know what it feels to have to turn in a collasping project the next period, while you are frantically trying to fix it. My 2nd period is WHAP, so I had to sit through some very boring presentations while the time grew near to going to 3rd. Then I realized that I could ask my art teacher for help! Smart, huh :)? Anyways, I asked to go to the restroom when actually I ran to my art teachers room and had to post a note on her door about my situation. I just requested that she warm up a gluing gun if she could. I then ran back to class and then waited. Oh and if you do not know, my art teacher starts her class at 3rd period so that even added on additional scare. I mean, I would rather ditch my 3rd period if my teacher could not help me. I do not want to turn in crappy shit. But luckily, my teacher got my note and right after class I bolted towards the Art department. I love her so much, she was such an angel! She wrote me a late pass and everything! So I got to hot glue my project which with like maybe three squirts held my model together. ~_~ Lame huh? I then rushed to Chemistry and then realized that my electrons were to big! The electrons are the suppose to go on the orbital rings according to the number of the element. While the neutrons & protons make up the nucleus; which in my case was falling apart.

This added more stress because now I would get marked down because the electrons were closely shaped to my nucleus. Desperately, I went straight to the back of class and with the idea from Morgan (bless her soul) began to snip off the sides of these pom-poms. Jennifer and Celine really helped and with the aid of Andrew's glue gun, made my project earn an A. Thank you so much you guys!

"Believe in yourself," exclaimed Cindy Lam as the bell rang for 3rd period and I jolted off not knowing what would be of my project.

Studying for finals but with much love,
-Chad

Motivated

I am really motivated to work. Thanks, Tiffany for inspiring me.

Texting & Chemicals

Today I woke up late and had to throw on anything, without considering if they even matched. I came into Tallman's class late, and was so afraid that he was going to yell at me but he didn't :). Chemistry was a breeze, just another day of texting behind Brenda! It actually makes me wonder sometimes if my teacher can actually tell that I am texting? I mean it's kind of obvious because everyone in Chem is always texting and the sound of oily fingers on plastic buttons is so distinctive! Other than that mystery, English soared by and then Journalism was really quiet. I really missed Jessica today because she was terribly 'sick' at home, as she had predicted yesterday. After that, I found my inspiration to actually work in Geometry. I'm so proud of myself! I kind of fell behind in Spanish but there are two upcoming test that I can make up for my grade.

Afterschool, I galloped home and went out to Osh to buy some rings for my Chemistry project, and guess what the rings are perfect! Anywho, I worked on my homework all the way to now. Meaning, that I sat for two hours and completed my WHAP notes with the aid of some Greek puff pasteries. And now it's a Project Runway break and oh my, I am really starting to hate that ugly fat girl that Christian made such a cute and couture dress for. I hate other divas because you know that only this chica can be one<3!

Sidekick color: Purple


- Chad

A bit discouraged

So once again I pulled an all-nighter and had to pull myself out of bed this morning. It really sucks to feel like shit having to wakeup after 4 hours of sleep, it also makes it more shitty to have to go to school, and then find out that you are late. My school life has been mediocre, I am so dissapointed in myself even though my grades would be considered average. I have been procrastinating so much lately, and damn it is having a big effect on me. Also, today I spilled water on my new Sidekick and luckily I was able to wipe it off before it could seep into the device. The jackass next to me would not stop laughing, I just wanted to punch him so hard. I really don't know, i've been super moody lately and I just feel like giving up on life. But I know there is still hope and from now until the end of Finals, I am going to push myself to the limit. I feel like I can succeed and I will! I also feel a bit down at the fact, that my English skills are not as great compared to anyone elses. I feel so stupid compared to Margaret, Audrey, Tina, or anyone who can formulate better words than I. I just hate feeling this low. Maybe this does mean that I should take time off for me? Whatever though,

Freerice.com for all.
- Chad

Detachable limbs

It's finally a new year and that means that it is time for a new life. I am so excited for 2008, I can just feel the changes coming. Looking back, I have changed so much from that reserved, dorky kid with the classes to an outgoing, confident social butterfly. Along with change, I have also decided to cut out people who held me down. I just don't need anymore anchors, it's time to let go of annoying pests.

As of right now, I am slaving away over my World History AP homework. I am on my last essay, out of 3 along with 4 other writing assignments. Finally, but I am finding my self to procrastinate when I should be working. Ugh, then after this I have to take a shower and then create detachable dolls for my visual.

All is love in peace and war,

Chaddycakez x0x0