1/8/08

A bit discouraged

So once again I pulled an all-nighter and had to pull myself out of bed this morning. It really sucks to feel like shit having to wakeup after 4 hours of sleep, it also makes it more shitty to have to go to school, and then find out that you are late. My school life has been mediocre, I am so dissapointed in myself even though my grades would be considered average. I have been procrastinating so much lately, and damn it is having a big effect on me. Also, today I spilled water on my new Sidekick and luckily I was able to wipe it off before it could seep into the device. The jackass next to me would not stop laughing, I just wanted to punch him so hard. I really don't know, i've been super moody lately and I just feel like giving up on life. But I know there is still hope and from now until the end of Finals, I am going to push myself to the limit. I feel like I can succeed and I will! I also feel a bit down at the fact, that my English skills are not as great compared to anyone elses. I feel so stupid compared to Margaret, Audrey, Tina, or anyone who can formulate better words than I. I just hate feeling this low. Maybe this does mean that I should take time off for me? Whatever though,

Freerice.com for all.
- Chad

2 comments:

Auzz said...

chad, you emo emo kid. you're too hard on yourself! you're gonna be fine...

HA. chicka hella tried to upstage me, eh? oh well, whatever. maybe my competitive side will come out and pull some korean demon attack

(and merci beacoup. feel free to use the images as you please)

Anonymous said...

I'm feelin' the love.