This whole past month has been a really bad month for me. You know how you have your low points? Well imagine that multiplied by 26 up to this very point. My grades are dropping, I don't feel like going out, I feel like a slut, and I feel stupid. I've become a recluse and grown insecure more and more with each passing day. Sometimes I even wonder what's my point to even be alive? I hang out with a lot of smart people, hoping that maybe that will motivate me. It doesn't. It just makes me feel angry and I grow insanely jealous at how easily they can comprehend school and earn flawless good grades. On the other hand, i'm just a hot mess. I hate myself right now.
Psychology - A-
English 3 AP - B
Spanish 3 - C
Algebra 2 - B
Journalism 2 - B
US History AP - B+
Physiology - A-
11/26/08
Inferior
Posted by CAKEZ at 1:05 PM
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Feel better, life's tough but I know you're a lot stronger! Take care& Happy Thanksgiving
-tina
=/ Feel better Best Friend.
I know how you feel.
Right now, my grades aren't so great. I have B+'s in AP Eng and APUSH. I can barely understand Physics, and I'm already at borderline. Viet, well, let's just say the only reason why I have my A- is because I befriend those Viet guys. =P
It's junior year, and school's getting to be really )@*^$. Just know that you're not a failure, so don't think so lowly of yourself. I know you tend to do that at times, but just know that you're intelligent, more than most other people.
If you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm a phone call away. I know we haven't talked in.. how long? But I still consider you my best friend for all you've done, and I'm always there for you. Just call/text, whichever.
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