Studying

Today is such a relaxing day and it's actually warm outside! Who would guess that? Ok so i'm still kind of bummed because of my whole Liquid+Sidekick incident but my phone is still working and that is what matters most. I just have become so attached to that chunk of plastic, that I have lost sense that it is just a chunk of plastic! I'm also still weirded out by the fact that I saw Mr. Tallman at the library yesterday, in skater attire. He's cool and all, but seeing teachers outside of school is definately not cool.

So at the moment I am studying Spanish2. I need to definately ace the quiz tommorrow if I am going to even have a chance of having an A in the class. I mean if I can ace the quiz tommorrow and raise my grade some (it's probably a 82-3% now) then I will actually have a chance to get an A- if I can score an almost perfect score on the final. I am also praying that Senora Holloway is counting class participation towards my grade because I always participate.


Ay. Yo estoy triste! :'(

ARGHH!

I did not accomplish anything today, I am currently working on finishing my homework and studying but I do know that tommorrw is purely a study day. I calculated my Math grade and I need to score perfect scores on my Finals. I'm so nervous. Ughh, I also deleted my Myspace and i'm not missing it at all.


I also spilled some Monster energy drink on my Skid today and it got all over the speaker, I quickly dried it with my shirt and it works perfectly fine but i am so irked about the fact that I was so careless.

FUCK it. :(

Saved by the Art teacher

Today was the epitomy of frantic. First off, I woke up semi-late and had to get ready in about ten mintutes. Second, I did not have a chance to eat breakfast and yesterday I had an early dinner. Third, I grabbed my atom project for school and to my dismay it was falling apart. So basically, I was working on my project for Chemistry yesterday which is suppose to represent a model of an element. I chose Arsenic, so that meant that I had to glue together about 70 pom-poms and make them hang inbetween spinning rings. Sound hard, right? Well it pretty was! So, I started working and then I realized that the Gorilla glue that I purchased would not keep the pom-poms together. So I had to use my hair gel. Yes, I used hair gel and it proved to be a fairly great adhesive or so it looked. With my gel, I bound together all the colored pom-poms and then set up my model and it actually looked great! I then proceeded and hung it from my coat rack, went to sleep and woke up. The model did not start to show weakness until I was in the car holding it. I totally freaked when the cotton balls started tearing from the base!

I have a late schedule, so that means I start at 2nd period when everyone else starts at 1st. My chemistry class is 3rd period, so you must know what it feels to have to turn in a collasping project the next period, while you are frantically trying to fix it. My 2nd period is WHAP, so I had to sit through some very boring presentations while the time grew near to going to 3rd. Then I realized that I could ask my art teacher for help! Smart, huh :)? Anyways, I asked to go to the restroom when actually I ran to my art teachers room and had to post a note on her door about my situation. I just requested that she warm up a gluing gun if she could. I then ran back to class and then waited. Oh and if you do not know, my art teacher starts her class at 3rd period so that even added on additional scare. I mean, I would rather ditch my 3rd period if my teacher could not help me. I do not want to turn in crappy shit. But luckily, my teacher got my note and right after class I bolted towards the Art department. I love her so much, she was such an angel! She wrote me a late pass and everything! So I got to hot glue my project which with like maybe three squirts held my model together. ~_~ Lame huh? I then rushed to Chemistry and then realized that my electrons were to big! The electrons are the suppose to go on the orbital rings according to the number of the element. While the neutrons & protons make up the nucleus; which in my case was falling apart.

This added more stress because now I would get marked down because the electrons were closely shaped to my nucleus. Desperately, I went straight to the back of class and with the idea from Morgan (bless her soul) began to snip off the sides of these pom-poms. Jennifer and Celine really helped and with the aid of Andrew's glue gun, made my project earn an A. Thank you so much you guys!

"Believe in yourself," exclaimed Cindy Lam as the bell rang for 3rd period and I jolted off not knowing what would be of my project.

Studying for finals but with much love,
-Chad

Motivated

I am really motivated to work. Thanks, Tiffany for inspiring me.

Texting & Chemicals

Today I woke up late and had to throw on anything, without considering if they even matched. I came into Tallman's class late, and was so afraid that he was going to yell at me but he didn't :). Chemistry was a breeze, just another day of texting behind Brenda! It actually makes me wonder sometimes if my teacher can actually tell that I am texting? I mean it's kind of obvious because everyone in Chem is always texting and the sound of oily fingers on plastic buttons is so distinctive! Other than that mystery, English soared by and then Journalism was really quiet. I really missed Jessica today because she was terribly 'sick' at home, as she had predicted yesterday. After that, I found my inspiration to actually work in Geometry. I'm so proud of myself! I kind of fell behind in Spanish but there are two upcoming test that I can make up for my grade.

Afterschool, I galloped home and went out to Osh to buy some rings for my Chemistry project, and guess what the rings are perfect! Anywho, I worked on my homework all the way to now. Meaning, that I sat for two hours and completed my WHAP notes with the aid of some Greek puff pasteries. And now it's a Project Runway break and oh my, I am really starting to hate that ugly fat girl that Christian made such a cute and couture dress for. I hate other divas because you know that only this chica can be one<3!

Sidekick color: Purple


- Chad

A bit discouraged

So once again I pulled an all-nighter and had to pull myself out of bed this morning. It really sucks to feel like shit having to wakeup after 4 hours of sleep, it also makes it more shitty to have to go to school, and then find out that you are late. My school life has been mediocre, I am so dissapointed in myself even though my grades would be considered average. I have been procrastinating so much lately, and damn it is having a big effect on me. Also, today I spilled water on my new Sidekick and luckily I was able to wipe it off before it could seep into the device. The jackass next to me would not stop laughing, I just wanted to punch him so hard. I really don't know, i've been super moody lately and I just feel like giving up on life. But I know there is still hope and from now until the end of Finals, I am going to push myself to the limit. I feel like I can succeed and I will! I also feel a bit down at the fact, that my English skills are not as great compared to anyone elses. I feel so stupid compared to Margaret, Audrey, Tina, or anyone who can formulate better words than I. I just hate feeling this low. Maybe this does mean that I should take time off for me? Whatever though,

Freerice.com for all.
- Chad

Detachable limbs

It's finally a new year and that means that it is time for a new life. I am so excited for 2008, I can just feel the changes coming. Looking back, I have changed so much from that reserved, dorky kid with the classes to an outgoing, confident social butterfly. Along with change, I have also decided to cut out people who held me down. I just don't need anymore anchors, it's time to let go of annoying pests.

As of right now, I am slaving away over my World History AP homework. I am on my last essay, out of 3 along with 4 other writing assignments. Finally, but I am finding my self to procrastinate when I should be working. Ugh, then after this I have to take a shower and then create detachable dolls for my visual.

All is love in peace and war,

Chaddycakez x0x0